Here's to a New Year!!!

The Holidays are over.
I am so grateful 2014 is over.
It was challenging in a lot of ways.
I'm sitting in my sweats, relaxing, thinking of a new year and...
New possibilities.
I always like to make New Year's Goals.
Sometimes I do well.
Sometimes I don't.
Either way, it helps me to re-evaluate my life...
And where I am going.
And what I really want.
After all, isn't that what making New Year's Resolutions
Is all about?
Renewing yourself-
Bettering yourself-
In some small way.
Trying to just BE a little better.
This year I start my Graduate Program.
Life will be busy and overwhelming.
So I kept it simple.
In 2015 I want to-

• Blog/Journal
• Read Scriptures/Pray
• Do Homework
• Exercise/Drink more Water
• Follow a Budget
• Think of Others

Notice I didn't even say daily or weekly.

I just want to work on it. 

That is more manageable and achievable.

And will ultimately help be a better person.

I is for Independence

in·de·pen·dence

noun \ˌin-də-ˈpen-dən(t)s\

1: the quality or state of being independent

Synonyms and Related Words

self–sufficiency, self-dependence, self-reliance, self-subsistence, self-support, autonomy, freedom, self-determination, potency, power, resilience, strength

Since it was the 4th of July this week, I felt this was a perfect word to continue in my alphabet blog. 

I am trying so hard to teach my children independence, yet when they decide to be independent and move out on their own, as a mom, I sorta freak out. I think it's probably normal. It's probably a girl-thing, but I have a hard time letting go and letting my kids grow up into the adults that I've hoped they would become. Ugh.  Having adult children is hard. It is a whole new kind of hard. And independence is a  complicated concept. I love that it can mean self-determination, power and strength!

The Big 4-0 Project!

This is it. The year of the big 4-0. The year that I officially move to the downward slope of the hill. I've dreaded this year for a long time. I don't know why. I guess I just don't want to be old. I remember thinking how old my parents were when I was growing up(sorry mom), and my mom was only 38 when I made her a Grandma! Wow! So here I am, feeling sorry for myself and realizing that I can wallow in self pity, or make the best of it and make this the GREATEST year in my meager 40 year history. Ummm yeah. I vote on the second one. No reason to be depressed. So I came up with the Big 4-0 Project. My hubby and kids rolled their eyes at me while my sisters and mom thought it was a great idea. Must be a girl thing. So here it is....(in no particular order)

1. Go on 40 dates. 
2. Record 40 things in Dad's personal history.
3. Send 40 non-birthday cards/letters.
4. Send 40 birthday cards.
5. Write 40 blog posts.
6. Do 40 things to improve my health or body.
7. Record 40 things in my personal history.
8. Record 40 things about James.
9. Record 40 things about Tanner.
10. Record 40 things about Kade.
11. Record 40 things about Dawson.
12. Record 40 things about Peyton.
13. Find 40 ways to be a better mom.
14. Do 40 dates/activities with kids.
15. Do 40 RAK or service projects.
16. Make 40 cards.
17. Hang 40 pictures on my walls.
18. De-clutter 40 spaces.
19. 40 home improvement or home decor projects.
20. Instagram 40 pictures.
21. Take 40 pictures of things that make me happy.
22. Make 40 scrapbook pages.
23. Write in my journal 40 times.
24. Find 40 scriptures that inspire me.
25. Find 40 Blogs that inspire me.
26. Find 40 quotes that inspire me.
27. Learn 40 new words with definitions (English).
28. Learn 40 new words/phrases in Spanish.
29. Learn 40 new words/phrases in French.
30. Learn 40 new words/phrases in Greek.
31. Clean out 40 files.
32. Try 40 new recipes.
33. Read 40 ensign articles.
34. Read 40 books.
35. Enjoy 40 new songs.
36. Find 40 things that make me happy.
37. Save $40 a week.
38. Sell 40 things on Ebay/KSL.
39. Record 40 silly things my family said.
40. 40 Nackos stories.

I may or may not accomplish all of this, but it gives me something to look forward to--something to attempt to accomplish rather than just a list of New Year Resolutions. Because I will be 40 all year, I will constantly be thinking of my big 4-0 project. I'm actually really excited. I downloaded an app on my new phone to keep track of my progress and will try to post updates here as well. 

So...here's to another great 40 years!!!

H is for Hope

"Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has the power to give life meaning, to make our time and our bodies and our words into instruments of love and hope." - Tom Head

I love that no matter what storms you are weathering in your life, there is always hope. That hoping for a brighter tomorrow can help get you through today. I wouldn't be where I am in the present, if in the past I had lost hope in the future.

For the Love of the Blog :)

Oh, I forgot how much I actually LOVE to blog.

I love to journal.

I love to express myself.

I feel like I'm capturing a little bit of me...

And I've failed.

So once again I will attempt.

Pinterest--Friend or Foe?

So I ask myself, "who thought this was a good idea?" I LOVE IT! and yet, it's so addicting that I hate it! I just CAN'T...STOP...PINNING! I love that all my new favorites are in one little place. I love the concept. It's another way to share WHO I am, but really? I was so proud of myself. I don't spend hours on facebook. I don't spend hours playing online games. I occasionally blog--(haha, who are we kidding--I RARELY blog). Point being, I avoid spending endless hours on the computer when I should be doing other things. But right now, I'm hating my sister for introducing me to it and my friend Kellie for re-introducing me to it, because honestly, I can't wait to get my hands on a computer.

G is for Gratitude

Been a while since I blogged, but no need to quit my alphabet theme, and how fitting that I am on G. Perfect for the month of Thanksgiving. So, needless to say, "G is for Gratitude."
Just a few simple things I'm grateful for (and I've noticed the list keeps growing the older I get):

• My hubby
• My kids
  
• Friends
• My job
• Music
• Books
• A home
• Technology
• My health
• Good Food
• Vacations

I could list much, much more but then I wouldn't have anything left to complete my alphabet series, so I guess there you have it...for now. :)